My great buddies celebrated my birthday with mi throughout the day yest till this morning. Thk you gals~ Wow. Broke my kbox hrs record again. Went to sing from 2+ to 7 with hw n yh initially, b4 qi n xb came n ate dinner together. After tat, we went to sing from 10+ to 4am!~ Wahaha.. nearly 11hrs of ktv in a day man!! (",) Ya, and we were like so super crazy inside tat kbox room, jumping n shaking like nobody business, yelling into the mikes, resulting in a the kbox manager n waiter peeping thru our rooms a few time. haha. oops. tink we too noisy le or maby they tot we hav popped some pills. heh

hhaa. N after tat we tok n bought things to eat from 7-11 and sat down, waited till 6am b4 boarding the taxis.. hahha. cos to avoid the stupid midnite charges. We so zai riz. we tok alot.. mostly revolving around our work.. n i tot alot too.. whether i shld change my job. I've been tinking for quite some time le..

Woke up this morning. Cried. yes, my sis n mum were shocked and asked mi wat happened while i'm still crying terribly on my bed. i dunno... i tink i seriously hate my job. why did it turn out this way? y did i study accting in de first place? i really dunno... seems like i hav no direction in my life at the moment.. wanna quit terribly but wonder where else can i go... be acct assistant? teacher? or full-time tutor? go learn making cakes n set up a stall? haiz... my mum was saying it's ok, i can quit if i'm really tat unhappy, my first job might not b the best job for mi, takes some time to find one tat really suits. i'm thankful to her, at least she understands.. now haven discuss with my bro n dad yet. i need some of their encouragement n suggestions..

i hate my life now.. it's heading no where..haiz... 我要快乐.. tats wat i'm asking for.